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Friday, 20 April 2007

dreams are supposed to be true...

i was so happy last night ...
its because of a text reply that i got from one person who matter so much to me back in high school.
"you were thinking about a lover?" --- nah!???
she's not.

she was my teacher back then and she's so special coz...back then she doesn'y like me...and i do understand that i really don't exist in her world. maybe because i am not a toplister in my class. i am just an average student who live a simple life.
then last january, on her birthday, i sent her some gift. she was so happy and glad that she got it... you know what she was amazed to know that i still looked up to her even though its been so long since the last time we've seen each other.

then we started texting...i was sending her really nice messages...but she always took it so well that she would thank me for remembering her and all.
its so unbelievable on my side, coz when i was still in high school i long for the moment that she would make "pansin" on me. Kasi i really do like her ... and i dont know the reason why.

last night i sent her a good night text..and she texted back " Good Nite too, Jean (wrong spelling pa jud! let me think na i really dont matter to her, but its ok thought, i wont ask for more) your greetings warm my nites" i dunno why she said that?

is she alone or is she that lonely?
why would she text me like that? siguro ang lungkot2 niya kasi nag iisa lang sya...di ba?
naaawa tuloy ako sa kanya. her sons may not text her always...

she would rarely text me...but if she does..nakakapanlambot ng puso...coz di ko kasi akalain na mangyayari ito sa akin...that my favorite teacher would become my friend...

my only wish these days is to see her once again...i wanna know if she really likes me...
anywez, ok lang kong hindi mangyayari yan the soonest kasi alam ko naman may plano pa ang Dios sa akin.

then i realize that sometimes when you're really nice and good...God won't hesitate granting your prayers and even your wishes....

-to my Ma'am Virgie- thanks also for being a part of me...you deserve to be loved... God Bless You always...

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