summer-~~~ when you hear that word it would usually connotes to beach outing, radiating hot weather outside and the need to get yourself ready to exposing your body. that simple, but that word give me chill...heheh not on the radical side though. but the thought of it gives me a headache...ahhhhh!!!
i admit i am really not taking care of mah figure and i have bulges everywhere...and i dunno why...hay maybe its because i love eating...eating anything talga...ohh...
now here's the problem...i need to but meiself a swimwear...and the dilemma started when nothing fits me...OMG!
i wanna regret the time i overeat and beeinnng too llllazzzyyyy to move my booty out of my bed and do some exercise...
and i envy people who had a figure that suits themselves to pair of two piece suit...aaaaaahhhh...leads me to wish that i do have such body...
i love myself YESS~!!! but whenever it comes to something like this...ooooooooohhhh....i tend to regret what i've done ...
yeah, i still can do this... i still can shed off the extra weight and bulges that i put on my body.... i know i can...
Oh God Help...hope next summer i can wear bikinis nah...
oooooohhhhhhhhh i have to make it happpeeeennn...i need to do it so that when im going to read this blog again... i would read this with a smile...and hopefully cladding a two-piece swimwear with me ...
Friday, 27 April 2007
Saturday, 21 April 2007
love of beauty and art exudes in me
top ten favorite celebrities
1. MS. EULA VALDES- since the start of Pangako Sa'yo she's enamored me with her timeless beauty and her acting skills had improved to a 360 degree turn since her last teleserye Marinela. She's one of the Philippines finest artist...a genuine thespian.
2. ANGELINA JOLIE- she's beautiful inside out. She's the only actress who won't answer to vague rumors and criticisms.
3. CHIN-CHIN GUTIERREZ- such a beautiful creation of God. her involvement in charity works and environmental protection activities would surely put her in the position next to Angelina Jolie in the United Nations.
4. LINDSAY LOHAN- i love her... in the movies...
5. MARICEL SORIANO - who wouldn't love her? she's a gem in the Philippine Entertainment Industry.
6. JEAN GARCIA - i have to admit...she's much loveable than miss julia. and she's a great actress too.
7. JULIE ANDREWS - i love her since i was a child. i was mesmerized by her beauty and glamour in the movie "sound of music". her character then inspired me to dream big and be happy as a child.
8. KATE WINSLET- she's great. her roles in the movie moves me and she always give justice to the characters she's portraying in the movies she's in.
9. MAJA SALVADOR - she's so young and yet she deserves to be lined up in the list of Philippines Greatest Actress. "Versatility" really exudes in her personality.
10. ANNE CURTIS- at first i was not impressed of her because of the way she bring herself up to the public... but i've changed my views...coz she's really a good. her dashing beauty would always make the Filipinos proud.
1. MS. EULA VALDES- since the start of Pangako Sa'yo she's enamored me with her timeless beauty and her acting skills had improved to a 360 degree turn since her last teleserye Marinela. She's one of the Philippines finest artist...a genuine thespian.
2. ANGELINA JOLIE- she's beautiful inside out. She's the only actress who won't answer to vague rumors and criticisms.
3. CHIN-CHIN GUTIERREZ- such a beautiful creation of God. her involvement in charity works and environmental protection activities would surely put her in the position next to Angelina Jolie in the United Nations.
4. LINDSAY LOHAN- i love her... in the movies...
5. MARICEL SORIANO - who wouldn't love her? she's a gem in the Philippine Entertainment Industry.
6. JEAN GARCIA - i have to admit...she's much loveable than miss julia. and she's a great actress too.
7. JULIE ANDREWS - i love her since i was a child. i was mesmerized by her beauty and glamour in the movie "sound of music". her character then inspired me to dream big and be happy as a child.
8. KATE WINSLET- she's great. her roles in the movie moves me and she always give justice to the characters she's portraying in the movies she's in.
9. MAJA SALVADOR - she's so young and yet she deserves to be lined up in the list of Philippines Greatest Actress. "Versatility" really exudes in her personality.
10. ANNE CURTIS- at first i was not impressed of her because of the way she bring herself up to the public... but i've changed my views...coz she's really a good. her dashing beauty would always make the Filipinos proud.
Friday, 20 April 2007
whirlwind of emotions
so many events are happening in my life these days. i'm so overwhelemed on the extremities of it all.
- first, i am bombarded with financial dilemma. ewan ko kong paano ko ito lalampasan... its so hard...i still have to pay my debt sa akong uyab, to my cousin, then comes the problem that my family is facing sa among yuta. And I have to help my parents solve this problem. Im the only one who could help them.
I've done the stupidest thing that a girlfriend could do...and now i have to face the consequences of such actions. Now i need to do things beyond my control. I will do my best to pay the debts that i acquire from him. I just hope everything would soon be fine.
- I was so affected by the death of the US Peace Corp Volunteer Ms. Julia Campbell. Napakawalang Puso naman nang pumatay sa kanya...she's so amazingly good and nice to the Filipino people tapos ito lang ang ibinalik sa kanyang kabaitan. Eversince indi ko ikinahihiya ang pagiging Filipino ko...but on this aspect, i disgrace being called "Pinoy". I just couldn't fathom why her wonderful life ended this way. My heart bleeds for the loss of such a great soul. The Filipinos really should regret that they've wasted a person that is so precious... hay! nalurking ako.
- then here's my dream, nabuang ba ko oi. Parang na bothered gani ko for a short while... i dreamt of makin love with one of my closest male friend...ambot nalurking ko... as in...wala it doesnt matter naman talaga...
- yesterday i was so down and low...tapos nagtext ako sa sister ko...then i received a text from Mam Virgie again. ang ganda talaga it is so timely...infact i wanna cry kasi im so thankful that even though i felt so alone and lonely may nakaalala pa rin pala sa akin...and i thank God for such a wonderful blessing. here goes her text:
reflections...
1.) Sometimes, God breaks our spirit to save our soul.
2.) Sometimes, He breaks our heart to make us whole.
3.) Sometimes, He sends us pain so we can be stronger.
4.) Sometimes, He sends us failure so we can be humble.
5.) Sometimes, He sends us illness so we can take better care of ourselves.
6.) Sometimes, He takes "Everything" away from us so we can learn the value of " Anything" we have. Good Night!
it warms my night as well....
thanks again Ma'am. You lighten up the burden that I'm carrying in my heart right now.
- my baby, hasn't texted me. and it really hurts knowing that I draw strength and confidence from him. i miss him so much and i long for his comforting words especially in moments like this one. I just hope that I could still hold on to the promise of Love that we had for each other.
God, please do help me in everything that i do in my life...please take charge on me...i dunno where to go...and please take me out of the darkness...i feel so helpless and I need you Lord. cast away the pain i have inside...its so painful...i cant stand anymore Lord.
I know you wont give me problems i can solve...i believe in you Lord God and I raise all of my concerns to you...I love you Lord and take over my life now...
LEAD ME LORD>>> I love you...
- first, i am bombarded with financial dilemma. ewan ko kong paano ko ito lalampasan... its so hard...i still have to pay my debt sa akong uyab, to my cousin, then comes the problem that my family is facing sa among yuta. And I have to help my parents solve this problem. Im the only one who could help them.
I've done the stupidest thing that a girlfriend could do...and now i have to face the consequences of such actions. Now i need to do things beyond my control. I will do my best to pay the debts that i acquire from him. I just hope everything would soon be fine.
- I was so affected by the death of the US Peace Corp Volunteer Ms. Julia Campbell. Napakawalang Puso naman nang pumatay sa kanya...she's so amazingly good and nice to the Filipino people tapos ito lang ang ibinalik sa kanyang kabaitan. Eversince indi ko ikinahihiya ang pagiging Filipino ko...but on this aspect, i disgrace being called "Pinoy". I just couldn't fathom why her wonderful life ended this way. My heart bleeds for the loss of such a great soul. The Filipinos really should regret that they've wasted a person that is so precious... hay! nalurking ako.
- then here's my dream, nabuang ba ko oi. Parang na bothered gani ko for a short while... i dreamt of makin love with one of my closest male friend...ambot nalurking ko... as in...wala it doesnt matter naman talaga...
- yesterday i was so down and low...tapos nagtext ako sa sister ko...then i received a text from Mam Virgie again. ang ganda talaga it is so timely...infact i wanna cry kasi im so thankful that even though i felt so alone and lonely may nakaalala pa rin pala sa akin...and i thank God for such a wonderful blessing. here goes her text:
reflections...
1.) Sometimes, God breaks our spirit to save our soul.
2.) Sometimes, He breaks our heart to make us whole.
3.) Sometimes, He sends us pain so we can be stronger.
4.) Sometimes, He sends us failure so we can be humble.
5.) Sometimes, He sends us illness so we can take better care of ourselves.
6.) Sometimes, He takes "Everything" away from us so we can learn the value of " Anything" we have. Good Night!
it warms my night as well....
thanks again Ma'am. You lighten up the burden that I'm carrying in my heart right now.
- my baby, hasn't texted me. and it really hurts knowing that I draw strength and confidence from him. i miss him so much and i long for his comforting words especially in moments like this one. I just hope that I could still hold on to the promise of Love that we had for each other.
God, please do help me in everything that i do in my life...please take charge on me...i dunno where to go...and please take me out of the darkness...i feel so helpless and I need you Lord. cast away the pain i have inside...its so painful...i cant stand anymore Lord.
I know you wont give me problems i can solve...i believe in you Lord God and I raise all of my concerns to you...I love you Lord and take over my life now...
LEAD ME LORD>>> I love you...
dreams are supposed to be true...
i was so happy last night ...
its because of a text reply that i got from one person who matter so much to me back in high school.
"you were thinking about a lover?" --- nah!???
she's not.
she was my teacher back then and she's so special coz...back then she doesn'y like me...and i do understand that i really don't exist in her world. maybe because i am not a toplister in my class. i am just an average student who live a simple life.
then last january, on her birthday, i sent her some gift. she was so happy and glad that she got it... you know what she was amazed to know that i still looked up to her even though its been so long since the last time we've seen each other.
then we started texting...i was sending her really nice messages...but she always took it so well that she would thank me for remembering her and all.
its so unbelievable on my side, coz when i was still in high school i long for the moment that she would make "pansin" on me. Kasi i really do like her ... and i dont know the reason why.
last night i sent her a good night text..and she texted back " Good Nite too, Jean (wrong spelling pa jud! let me think na i really dont matter to her, but its ok thought, i wont ask for more) your greetings warm my nites" i dunno why she said that?
is she alone or is she that lonely?
why would she text me like that? siguro ang lungkot2 niya kasi nag iisa lang sya...di ba?
naaawa tuloy ako sa kanya. her sons may not text her always...
she would rarely text me...but if she does..nakakapanlambot ng puso...coz di ko kasi akalain na mangyayari ito sa akin...that my favorite teacher would become my friend...
my only wish these days is to see her once again...i wanna know if she really likes me...
anywez, ok lang kong hindi mangyayari yan the soonest kasi alam ko naman may plano pa ang Dios sa akin.
then i realize that sometimes when you're really nice and good...God won't hesitate granting your prayers and even your wishes....
-to my Ma'am Virgie- thanks also for being a part of me...you deserve to be loved... God Bless You always...
its because of a text reply that i got from one person who matter so much to me back in high school.
"you were thinking about a lover?" --- nah!???
she's not.
she was my teacher back then and she's so special coz...back then she doesn'y like me...and i do understand that i really don't exist in her world. maybe because i am not a toplister in my class. i am just an average student who live a simple life.
then last january, on her birthday, i sent her some gift. she was so happy and glad that she got it... you know what she was amazed to know that i still looked up to her even though its been so long since the last time we've seen each other.
then we started texting...i was sending her really nice messages...but she always took it so well that she would thank me for remembering her and all.
its so unbelievable on my side, coz when i was still in high school i long for the moment that she would make "pansin" on me. Kasi i really do like her ... and i dont know the reason why.
last night i sent her a good night text..and she texted back " Good Nite too, Jean (wrong spelling pa jud! let me think na i really dont matter to her, but its ok thought, i wont ask for more) your greetings warm my nites" i dunno why she said that?
is she alone or is she that lonely?
why would she text me like that? siguro ang lungkot2 niya kasi nag iisa lang sya...di ba?
naaawa tuloy ako sa kanya. her sons may not text her always...
she would rarely text me...but if she does..nakakapanlambot ng puso...coz di ko kasi akalain na mangyayari ito sa akin...that my favorite teacher would become my friend...
my only wish these days is to see her once again...i wanna know if she really likes me...
anywez, ok lang kong hindi mangyayari yan the soonest kasi alam ko naman may plano pa ang Dios sa akin.
then i realize that sometimes when you're really nice and good...God won't hesitate granting your prayers and even your wishes....
-to my Ma'am Virgie- thanks also for being a part of me...you deserve to be loved... God Bless You always...
Friday, 13 April 2007
the folly of JINNY...
maganda naman ang gising ko ngaun. walang kupas na naman ang aking pagiging bedbug. u knw the kind that wakes up late in the morning and get up really hard that ur housemates would literally drag u out of ur bed. ito ang sakit ko...maski anong changes ang gagawin ko sa aking buhay...i still can't change my habit of malingering in my bed.
sino ba ang salarin sa pagiging "bed beauty" ko.?
sino?!
- is it the late TV series na inaabangan ko? not to mention ang magandang palabas sa Channel 2 ...well i can't blame myself from being a true blue kapamilya...kasi naman ang gaganda ng mga plots and stories sa primetime bida...and to add it up..hmm my idol , MS. EULA VALDES is back on the primetime...now in a milder character na si JO ESPERO...hmmm..nababakla talaga ako sa kanya.
- how about my insomniac habit of reading a book before going to sleep. ewan ko ba y i cant sleep without peeking a page on whatever book on my bedside... andami ko pang book na nakalinya sa aking closet..i dunno kong ano ang uunahin koh... at ito pa andami ko pang gustong bibilhin sa bookstore.
- my late nite textmates...minsan lang sila...but pag nag titext naman dyos ko... one hour ang duration...ng pag tetext namin...naaaaaammmmaaaaaaaaannn...
- my equally insomniac housemates...ang tagal nilang matuloggg...grrrrrrrr....
- and my god! i can't sleep, if the light si ON...grr!!! ano bah toh!!! di naman ako ganyan noon eh...ewan ko bah nag babago talaga ang tao nuh? ahmmmm...
- homesickness...if im on my way to dreamland..namimiss ko ang lahat ng tao sa BAYBAY..like my mother and father and the cats and the dogs in the house...hehehe... mga kapatid ko't pamangkin... of course ang aking papa JOHN...huhu..i miss him na talaga... ewan ko bah...my Lord...di ko pa rin na get over ang aking kgagahannnnnnnnnn.... o xa!
- the hotness of summer... may word bah na hotness??? hhahah shunga! walah... anywez...init tlaga ng panahon...pati ang hangin na binubuga ng aking electric fan ay mainit na rin...
bakit nga bah hindi ako makakatulog sa gabi??? is this a disease that i should be scared unto?? ay nako... unsaon na lang ni>???
differences
what? ano nga bah?
what's happening with my life? what have i done to it?
am i supposed to be contented or wining over the lack of excitement and joy the zenith
of my life.
m still in need of experience and wisdom that i could own. should i look for a new job.? para feeling fulfilled naman ako. di ko maintindihan ang nararamdaman kong kahungkagan sa puso ko. or sa pagkatao ko.
Ewan ko bah? hay! bakit kaya i have this worries in me that i might not be able to attain my goals in life. Hirap talaga!!
Ayoko nah!!!
Sunday, 1 April 2007
simple yet complicated
that's me...
i love the simplicity of my life and how it became complicated.
i was just a simple lass in a simple and timid town in Leyte.
the town is called Baybay...and the way of life there is simple.
i love being in that town...with my family and childhood friends...the customs that i am accustomed to.
whatelse???
i love the simplicity of my life and how it became complicated.
i was just a simple lass in a simple and timid town in Leyte.
the town is called Baybay...and the way of life there is simple.
i love being in that town...with my family and childhood friends...the customs that i am accustomed to.
whatelse???
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